There is a pretty good documentary out there on the Weather Underground. Towards the end, one of the most interesting of that group’s former members, Mark Rudd, asks — or, really, declares — a truly awesome thing: “What do you do with this knowledge? It’s too big.”
What Rudd is referring to is the experience of knowing, really knowing, the depth of the corruption the world has reached. He writes of the way this question is embedded in the film:
The thought still seems to strike both political and existential chords in many viewers. You see me today uttering these words, then the carpet-bombing of Vietnam, then the 21 year-old, grief written all over my face.
Today I had a new inkling of this experience. I read the following — telling what a parent’s concerns are — in a legally binding document stipulating the special education services to be provided for a teenage boy:
Mr. M— would like for W— to re-evaluate for Emotional Behavior Disorder, Mild Mental Retardation, and Other Health Impaired Services in 4/1/ 2011. Mr. M— is concerned about gang affiliation of other students. He states that W— would attempt to immolate those students who portray they are in gangs. He would like to see W— in a class with students who will not have a negative influence on him behaviorally.
There is a level at which this is hilarious. For one thing, the author of the document — who by law must have had at least a Master’s degree — surely meant emulate, not immolate. Not that immolate doesn’t work in a certain sense, the kind that tells truths unintentionally in the language of the bureaucrat. Read your Gogol.
But there’s another level at which it is not funny at all. This is a document that must state the goals and objectives for the special education process rallied in support of the child. Here are two of those written for this kid:
1. When found sleeping in class, W— will identify one effect this has on his future.
2. When found sleeping, W— will identify one effect this has on his family.
This, for a child who has been diagnosed with Schizophreniform Disorder, Paranoid Type, and Conduct Disorder. His medications include Depakote, Geodon, Loxapine, Haldol and Cogentin. It’s a wonder the child is ever awake.
Oh, and I almost forgot: goals like these must specify a criterion level for successful performance. In both cases the criterion is 70% accuracy responding independently. Upon rousing the Haldol-addled zombie, the guilt trip that is to keep him alert is seven-tenths of a reason why his slumbers are fucking up his family.
But we still have not reached the point of possessing knowledge that is too big. That comes with the crowning realization about this atrocity, namely, that this is how the system looks when it is working.
This kid’s care has been privatized. The provisions of these documents, written for a public school system, are being implemented by Universal Health Services, Inc., a Fortune 500 company that closed today at 38.82 +0.08 (0.21%). Everything is going according to plan. These awful words — When found sleeping, W— will identify one effect this has on his family — put more money in the pockets of UHS founder and CEO Alan B. Miller, whose total compensation last year was $12,006,675. As this goes on, we keep sending crooks back to raid the till of public office, we threaten teachers with termination if they do not exact the performance expectations imposed by for-profit standardized testing, and we have no place — none — for a kid like this to graduate to except an increasingly privatized prison system. (A propos of which, Corrections Corporation of America also closed up today, trading at 24.24 +1.67 (7.40%).
(Here’s a crazy surmise as an aside: Over the summer, UHS laid off a bunch of low-paid residential staff at the hospital where our kid lives. What do you want to bet that (a.) the increased levels of violence and mayhem at the facility caused by greater understaffing are dealt with by (b.) more prescriptions for zombifying drugs that (c.) increase inmate compliance while (d.) allowing UHS not only savings on staff costs but also a huge windfall on their cut of the drugs mark-up that (e.) allows that twat Alan B. Miller to gold-plate his dick, or whatever these people do with that kind of money. But that’s just a surmise.)
What am I, what is anyone, to do with this much too much knowledge except become crazy, to tip over some edge into an abyss that ever beckons. There is so little that beckons us back the other way.
Mark Rudd includes a section on his web site that carries the title “The Best Thing Ever Written About the Weathermen” and it reads in part:
I mean to say that groups like the Weathermen and the Panthers saw America quite clearly. But they were so unprepared for what they saw, and were so clearly lacking in any sense of viable strategies for dealing with what they saw, that they slid quickly and tragically into modes of reaction which were almost always hysterical, self-destructive, and self-defeating–to say nothing of their ineffectuality. [...]
The violence of the Weathermen is evidence of two things: first that they saw their nation and its evils clearly, and, secondly, that they had no adequate response to what they saw, and so were driven to ends which partook perhaps too much of the evils they discovered. But how could they have avoided that? They had no readily available political traditions of patient resistence and dissidence to fall back on, and the political left by then had been decimated and divided by the Stalin Pact, the World War, factionalism, and old age. Nor had they any religious or secular moral framework into which they could put the evil they saw, or which would dictate or suggest an adequate response.
They were not, I think, essentially political, no matter how political their rhetoric got. They were moral apocalyptists, violent Anabaptists of a kind, godless in their response and yet driven by their discovery of evil as surely as those in the past for whom God was (I say this, remember, as a purely secular man) the only adequate force or value to pit against evil. And they were, finally, quintessentially American, partaking, ironically and yet unavoidably, of precisely the values (or the absence of values) they abhorred. They had discovered the moral void at the heart of American life; they were shocked, astonished, transformed,; but they had nowhere to go with their vision of the void but straight into it, and in they went, losing themselves, perhaps, in what they feared and opposed. It could not – given the nature of the nature of the nation and age – have been otherwise.
There remain ways that all this too much knowledge works in the favor of those who would resist the system from beyond the edge. Concerning the ways that the Weathermen were able to remain on the lam for so long, Rudd remarks:
We evaded them because of the tightness of our networks—family, friends, political supporters—and also because of the intelligence agencies’ inherent disability, too much information. With all the information they have, how would they ever be able to figure out which is useful and which is noise? It all amounts to noise.
This is the logic, of course, of the zone of opacity: Exploit the noise to stay below it, below the radar of the national security state. It’s a grand thing so far as it goes, but I still haven’t worked out how it busts this kid out of the UHS hospital/school/prison — Foucault validated — and into a better life.
It is one thing for there to be communities of resistance, but another again for there to be communities of wisdom. How are we to find them, or become them ourselves?
Postscript. The day after writing this, I observed a teenager lapse into a massive seizure that went on well over 10 minutes — well beyond, that is, the threshold for dialing 911, getting the kid to the ER, and beginning to monitor for irreversible neurological damage. The kid’s father rushed to the school where he told us that, having recently lost his job, the choice for his family was paying for the anti-seizure meds for one kid, or housing for all of them.
A society where any one person can pocket $12,006,675 in a year while there is even one other who cannot afford to control his child’s epilepsy is not a society where the rich are owed anything. The “rights” to amass personal wealth, accumulate capital, or monopolize property can command no loyalty from ordinary men and women under these circumstances.
Where needs are not met, fortunes are immoral and intolerable. Where needs are not met, wealth is to be forfeit, as are the proceeds of all criminal endeavor in any society. This is axiomatic — not a matter for the least discussion, the least debate.
It would be altogether gratifying to see the rich squirm, to see them suffer well beyond the measure that the father of this young man suffered — and is suffering still at some hospital bedside, as bills mount that will probably pitch his family onto the streets anyway. Do you really think I don’t get at least a little woody in the shorts when I see pictures like this?

What that kind of gratification will not accomplish is the prefiguration the society in which needs will be met. Until we have communities of wisdom, the communities of justice that temper our anger can only be communities of prefiguration.